Edit by @royce loi..took by @astley lim..
Is so silly to write all about both of us.
Is very hard to forget all about this..
jus the same day...mean today.
''12/1/2010''
it meant alot to me...we'r so desparate to meet each other...
finally...the 1st kiss and the 1st pic...and i don't knw why...i keep reviewed it.
How the way i treat u..i love u...everything i done for u...
it's just.......NOTHING start from now.
Dear,dont try to punch me again...i bleed.U never knw how much u meant to me.leaving u..im not happy at all...
Is ok.bcos u never knw.how much i love u.
U break my heart again...and again....
I dont know why i keep this relationship..
I;m so tired of everything,everything it was done for myself.
I hope u can lend me your shoulder when i need you..but it was too far to be truth.
I dont expect what u did to me,how much,how romantic.
I jus need your care.But that is so hard for u.I pushed myself to forgot,and i've tried to let go,i've tried to put down.
I still rmb someone told me.The guy is not worth u to do anything anymore.
But why,im still here.i hate myself.and i hate u!
Although it's bleeding,I had no feeling anymore.
Is a long story i never tell,2011/1/11..i mess up my life.i dont even have a stable job,income or whatever..
i'm totally...EMPTY...i fuck up with this..i feel myself so low..i cant get what i want.
i duno how to asist myself to get a better life.Actually what's the problem goes on?
This question had confused me few years ago since the day i grew.
Except family.there is no one know what me.even my boyfriend.I offen to cried infront of him,because he is the only one for me to release my feeling.
But he dont feel curious about ''why''
I AM CRIED!
Would somebody help me?!!!!!!
Welcome to our brand NEW YEAR'' is still the same..a brand new year doesn't meant anything to me.
am'getting older,haha!OMG..it's 21..:(
Wish everything goin softly.<3